July 13

I woke up this morning and knew that today was a special day for some reason. I started to think back to a year ago and went up to look at our "rainbow baby's" journal and sure enough it was a year ago today that we saw our little miracle for the first time. We were 5 weeks and 3 days at this appointment and we were so excited. I had to stop reading the journal because it was soo heartbreaking to read about our hope of this baby being born healthy.

It was very hard to lose Virginia but I think the loss of this baby was even harder because we didn't think that it would happen again to us.

We continue to pray so hard that God would bless us with a healthy baby. We have been around so many babies lately and Josiah will say Josiah's baby? so then he will pray that we will be able to have a baby. It breaks my heart so much because we know that he would be such a great big brother.